She told him she could not promise an uncomplicated life.
Thomas listened, reached for the baby Brandon was gnawing on a board book, and said, “A child is not a complication.
He’s a child.”
He married Eleanor when Brandon was two.
He never once used the word step.
When Brandon scraped his knee, he ran to Thomas.
When he learned to ride a bicycle, it was Thomas’s hand on the seat.
When he went to law school, it was Thomas who cried in the driveway after the car turned the corner and pretended it was hay fever when Eleanor caught him.
Thomas Patterson was Brandon’s father in every way that mattered.
And yet here Theo stood in the gardens of his own estate, alive, older, real.
“I thought you left,” Eleanor said, her voice thinner than she wanted.
“I wrote.
I told you—”
“I know,” Theo said.
His face tightened with an old grief.
“I found your letters six months ago.
In a cedar box in my mother’s dressing room.
Unopened.
Tied with blue ribbon.
Along with a note she forged to make me believe you had chosen someone else and wanted me gone.”
Eleanor stared at him.
“She intercepted everything,” he said.
“Mine to you.
Yours to me.
I only learned the truth after she died and the house was being cataloged.
One of your letters mentioned a baby.
Our baby.”
The fountain seemed to recede.
For a moment Eleanor heard only blood rushing in her ears.
Theo went on quietly.
“I hired no investigator until I was certain I had the right.
I began with public records.
Then I was invited to this wedding by Martin Caldwell, who has been trying for years to get closer to my foundation board.
I saw the groom’s photograph on the invitation.
I saw his age.
His face.” He let out a breath.
“And when I saw you in the back row today, I stopped wondering.”
Eleanor covered her mouth.
She had imagined many things in the years since Thomas died.
A lonely old age.
Fewer phone calls.
The dull shrinking of a widow’s world.
She had not imagined being handed back an entire version of the past and told it had been stolen, not lost.
“Theo,” she whispered, “Thomas knew there was a chance.
He knew when he married me.
But Brandon never knew for certain.”
Theo’s expression sharpened.
“He knows now.”
She looked up.
“What do you mean?”
Theo glanced toward the reception lawn, where applause had begun again and servers were drifting into position with trays of champagne.
“Because I saw his face when he looked at me.
That was not the face of a man surprised to see an important guest.
That was recognition.”
As if summoned by the thought, Brandon appeared at the edge of the path.
Without the ceremony smile, he looked suddenly younger and more exhausted.
“Mom,” he said, and then corrected himself as though the word hurt.
“Can we talk?”
Eleanor had wanted him to defend her all day.
Now that he stood in front of her, she found that anger had become colder and more precise.
“In the library,” Theo said.
“Not here.”
It turned out the estate library still existed exactly where Eleanor remembered seeing it once in a magazine spread years